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| Date: | 5/23/2013 2:41:20 PM |
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Romeo Enters The Toy Shoppe..
Not realizing how he got here, all he knows is he needs to be somewhere that he can feel Christy's presence. This use to be a happy place, when he came to the Shoppe he always wanted Christy here with him, she made it a happy place to be. So many memories here for him, now he only feels lost and lonely, and sad, sad because he doesn't know if he will ever get use to Christy not being here..He walks to the back offices, he hasn't been here in a long time, and don't know how long it will be before he can come here again but tonight he had to be here, something was drawing him here, maybe it was Christy prompting him to come, he doesn't know, he just knows he felt this overpowering need to be here tonight. His heart feels so heavy with the burden of missing her, he still can't believe she's gone, he tries to be strong for his Mom, she having such a hard time with this, he feels he's not able to do that just yet, the pain is still to fresh and great to even think about anything other than Christine..He loved her so, and now he's without her and he can't bear the thought.
He slowly walks into her office and sits in the chair behind her desk, here he can feel her presence as tears slowly trickle down his face, he's not ashamed of the tears, that would dishonor Christy, he's glad he can cry for her and all the lost hopes and dreams they had shared of growing old together.He opens her desk drawer and finds her mirror and nail file she used all the time, the nail file he teased her about, he would tell her that was the only kind of filing she knew how to do. That was not the case, she ran the office like a well oiled machine, she took care of everything. He reached in the drawer and pulled out her beak stick, he lovingly holds it in his wing, a light shade of pink gloss. She always kept her blinds open so she could see him from across the hall, she would look up and blow him a kiss and smile that sweet smile, the one just for him. He feels another tug at his heart, knowing he's doing this to himself, but he can't seem to stop. He hope by thinking and remembering her will make the pain go away nothing else seems to be working, the harder he tries the worse it gets..He feels so bad for uncle Chuck, this is the hardest for him, he hope uncle Chuck will still allow him to visit occasionally, stay in touch, he loves all the family, he also grieves for their pain and suffering. He knows death is part of life, but that doesn't make him like it, you would think God would have a different way to take someone so it didn't have to hurt so much..He feels anger, he feels sick to the very core of his soul. This should not be! My Angel should still be with me, there was so much he wanted to tell her, things they wanted to do, It's so unfair..He closes the drawer to her desk after replacing her things, stands and looks around the room, he can feel a slight touch upon his wing, surprised he says, thanks for being here my love, I could feel your spirit with me..RB |
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